I've lost family and a dear friend in June of 2005 and 2006. I'm not sure if it'll get easier with time but it is really upsetting. I don't feel like doing anything at all.
I miss them and I really wish they were here.
I still don't quite understand why they were taken. Both were so sudden. She was, and will always be a big part of my life and she's like a mother to me. He was a very dear friend and we had so much planned.
I have no words to describe how I feel right now.
I really wish they didn't have to go.